I'm up... but not awake... managed to get some sleep at least... went to bed at 2300... looked at the clock at 0230 something... when the newspaper delivery person tried to kick down my door... gonna shower and shave... as I look like a Santa prospect for next Christmas... today isn't going to be fun, have shitloads of work and the manager is back at the office after a few days of off site conferences...
My personal and emotional life is kind of chaotic at the moment... I don't have time to feel anything. Numb.